i think I am going to write my boss a long letter concerning how it is tenacity, respect, integrity and the desire to create art and forge new healthy relationships with interesting people that motivates me to live and get out of bed in the morning. basically pick all the virtues and those are my motivations. not the vices that ensnare so many of my peers.
i think this letter will be well received as I will come to a compromise with him regarding our conversation about aesthetics and employment and monetary compensation and I will maintain a professional demeanor throughout and not allow it to sound condescending, angry or upstart firebrand spitfire what so ever.
Sure, I will be perched atop a high horse while crafting said letter and am sure it will be seen as brazen and cocky and me further extending a conversation that could of been summed up with a few word of acceptance on my behalf.
It will not be my intent to write that I am a better person, more secure with my identity and happy with my life as simple, easy and wonderful things such as freedom are what bring me joy, not a paycheck and going to sleep nightly worrying that my plastic smile could easily melt in the california heat the day after and I willeventually die cold, alone and penniless, not having contributed a single work of art or brought joy to anyones life.
Sadly, I am a bit concerned that said letter will not be well received and we will continue to butt heads as I believe there is a deeper issue that aesthetics. Either way the letters intent pans, I will play chess following the rules, as he is my boss and can knock all the pieces of the board if he so desires, despite how amazing I expect my strategy to work.
it is tenacity, respect, integrity and the desire to create art and forge new, healthy relationships with interesting people that motivates me to live and get out of bed in the morning.
